I spent all of my younger years majority hanging around, a lot older than me. The only problem is they have all moved away to different towns, grown up and had kids. So im really not as close as i was with them.
I’ve always spoken out aloud to myself, A lot of people think its weird, and creepy. But i find it kind of relaxing. At certain times it kinda of becomes a coping mechanism. But i remember when i was a kid at primary school my teachers and some of the students mocked me for it quite a bit, and i remember one of the teachers going on about how it was an early sign of madness. My Primary School Sucked Ass!